Lester's (gr)attitude

" i guess i could get pretty pissed off about what happened to me . .. but it's hard to stay mad when there's so much beauty in the world Sometimes i feel like i'm seeing it all at once and it's too much. My heart fills up like a ballon ~ like it's about to burst .. .. and then i remember to relax and stop trying to hold onto it . ~ and then it flows through me like rain . ~ and i can't feel anything but gratitude for every single moment of my stupid little life . "